Control Me..¿? by Nique

You wanna control me, but yet you wanna console me..
But, you have to be able to see within the inside of me..
I am, my own person.. I can do anything within my knowledge..
For I have all types of plans for my future, including college..
But, you nor your ignorant ways can control me..
So, why do you feel as if it's part of your job..
Why do you feel as if it's part of your destiny..
The world around just lets life, and it's troubles -- just be..
I want you there to do all the things, to make me happy..
To improve, to entertain, to have a combined philosophy..
But, sometimes you just have to lay back and relax..
Let me explain in significance, my troubles and my facts..
You wanna control me, but just take the time to set me free..
Just you and me together, forever -- is the real key..
Open your heart to all the wonderful successful things..
And, then we as 'one' can really truly then explain what we mean..
I am, the one you need.. I am, the one you need..
But, don't try to control me -- I can positively make you see..
That forever in a day, all you will ever see.. is that all I can be, is me!

On tha Surface....By Ku

Look @ me nah not my tone or my eyes, Look @ me not my exterior outside...but i don't think you know what you lookin @ i mean do you really have a clue, of what lies in my mind, my heart, do you know what i think about you? you can't imagine what goes on in my head or whether my heart is in the right place, all you kno all you see is a name and a familiar face...but if i tell you who i am will you open up and listen know that i have objectives and was made to fulfill my mission...will i be wastin my tyme filling you in with my headliners, exposin, jus left wide open, i mean knowin, and not just goin through tha motion...let's both face it when it's all said & done i am truly unknown i'm just anotha face in tha crowd waitin' to be completely shown...

L.I.F.E. by:ShuKUra

Let me be ya release for life is way too much to carry on ya own
even though i kno you feel the need to maintain and be strong...you're nuthin less than that but i wanna help u carry ya burden cuz i can't stand to see u holdin all the hurtin you're more than deservin' and i kno you still learnin..but just let me, sometimes i find myself laffin' cuz you're soo determined must be the soldja in ya..Impressin' tha fight in you on my mind all the tyme, did i Find you or did you find me? i guess we both did our part and it was meant to be,Everlasting is that too much right now i really don't kno but as for right here and right now it's jus right ya know..but it's reasons like you i love life cuz some1 let me impress myself on you to find somethin everlasting not jus 4 one nite... cuz i'm gon be here til tha departure of LIFE...

Passing Passionz....by:ku

Blue lights dimmed to a perfection this is the spot, the place to be, right in the heart of a neva-slow down city...couples hold hands dressed in they "Sunday-best" This is tha place to get away sit back and release yaself,With one tip toe in the doorway moods transform...characters are reborn..and a feelin u can't fight, take a seat to the left front row wave to a familiar face on the right..sounds of small talk and low convo feel the air, and the whole crowd has a free mind left without a care, the air pauses as if it has a mind of it's own adjusting to this vibe this new set tone, a flash of lights directs everyone's attention as if they whispered in ya ear "Honey, sit back and listen" the slow harmonies escape that brass horn's mouth and is accompanied by the keys, setting a mode that makes u change positions and not want to leave...and just when you thought it could get no better she came..The lady in a red dress takes the mic as she struts across the stage, eyes set and watching waiting for her to get away, in her world and tell them of a journey she once knew, waiting for her to show if her ranges have the power to give felicity or turn them blue..so what does she do? She takes the mic in her hand as if it is her sword, impressing she has this passion so listen to her words, With the first notes releasing from her lips they slip, she sends the crowd to high places as she looks like "i know it's crazy right?" 1 hand on her hip, eyes open wide and mouths suspend towards the floor, melodious sonnets flow from her inner-most core and she takes ya hand and gives you all of her soul, u feel her as if u known her forever, now she has you and she knows ya attention and focus cannot be broken as u concentrate on every word spoken..straight cuttin' up an actin out sticattos and dynamics ricochet off the four walls no doubt, she has melodies and acoustics floatin through my mind, the energy of it all when i feel the thunder of a bass line, it's my passion my love what makes my heart float 4ever, the harmony and the way the voices blend together,i love it, i adore what makes minds set free, get lost in my passion with the sound of 1 beat and 1 key you see...All i need is 1 mic and i'll use it like a torch to the fire the power of the musik even had some singin through the wire,the world would be left empty, void, and quite blank, if there was no polyrythms on ya cd's, mp tres & cassette tapes, so jus like this woman in the spot takes you away i ain't nuthin but a baby tuggin at her sleeve like "Gurrrrrl i wanna give a feelin like that, gimme 1 chance pleeeez" i wanna control the emotion and direct a feelin like that...now is my time baby,relax and sit back....

Lay Me Down.. by Anonymous

The intimate desire of you heart, and body.. Which in effort wants to lay me down.. Lay me down and explore my inner most definite horizons.. Relax my mind, with the slow music, and you're creative mind.. Candle lit dinner, with the romantic setting.. It goes from the kitchen, to the room, to the bedding.. So, what do you wanna do.. I know not whisper in my ear, all night.. We sit on the bed, and talk about all the things we'll do, and how slow or fast we will go.. I sit nervous on the bed, and you ask me if "I'm ready?" "Ready for what? I say." For me to give you the greatest sex, you say. So, I lay back, and you lay me down.. and then imagine I'm in a world of all my own.. Just me and you in my room all alone.. Then, you begin to kiss my neck, and my mind starts to reflect the future.. You slowly move down, kissing my breasts.. and all the rest.. You then unzip my pants, pulling them down just the way you like it.. Your plan tonight is to be introduced to my clit.. You cum back up and with your lips, and teeth.. you grasp my panties, and pull them down.. I jump! "Are you scared? You say." "No, I reply." So, after pulling them down, you began to go to town.. You release your tongue to do the job, and the warmness touches my lips.. Now, it's time for you to enter -- the center.. You slide in, very nice and gentle.. You do things very wise and simple.. You hear me moan, and breathe deeply.. It probably isn't hard to notice, that you're turning me on.. Now, I know it wont be long.. You start moving your tongue back, and fourth.. You want to get the job done, you want to make me cum.. So, you rapidly speed up your rotation, changing the status of your tongue and it's location.. I get louder, and louder.. "you must really know you're doing good job." I know now, that it's only a matter of time! You go deeper and deeper.. and then, I let go.. I can't hold it back no more.. I release, and you slowly slide out, smiling.. Kissing me all the way, back up.. You got you some, and you made me cum.. That's just what happens when you go to town, and lay me down..

Do You Know.. by Nique

Do you know, just what I go through.. Do you know, any of the things I'm pressured to do.. I feel like, sometimes I have no beginning.. And, many times I have no end.. I wonder IF the world knows.. Or IF they just think they know so.. It's pain in alot of ways, that carries on through my days.. The many things that leave me with nothing to say.. But, it's all because you don't know.. Whether you figure me out, or learn to understand me.. No matter what they will still be things that you can't possibly see.. Do you know, why I feel the way I do.. Do you wonder why it's my priority to improve from old to new.. Do you know, that I fear alot.. Do you really know me, or NOT.. It's crazy cause many people think they know.. But, when it's left up to me -- which way shall I go?? But, it's the time when I feel real down, and low.. that's when I realize, you just don't know!

1 Million Words..by: KU

Nine hundred ninety nine thousand nine hundred & ninety nine words prior
i found one word that summarizes all that you acquire
this word isn't complex or even hard to pronounce
it defines ya pure nature and describes all that you amount
One infinite word that makes up ya whole entire name
A composition of letters that is impossible not to claim
Uno,Eins,Un just one times one you see/ this word is all of you and it's what you give to me/This word is one in a million and you are definitley up to par/ 999,999 words later i found just who you are/i've counted backwards from 1 million now your identity, i kno, based on what you exemplify based on what you show, you're not numba two for that is not the truth, number 21... no... not even number 22, You have become this word that follows a list of numbers from 1 million all the way down, You are like no other person that I have ever found, this word is simply who you've become, who you are and will be, afta countin' back from 1 million you are the one L.O.V.E....

Spoken Wordz...by~ku

Truth is/ Ain't Nothing Wrong with being
Lovers & Friends/ cuz I can Be Your Girl
even through Ruff Endz, Let's Go/ Far Away from here
I can Cater 2 U, you can be my destiny, Karma has been good to u
and love has been good to me, I have no regrets in fact I wanna Thank You and let u kno I'm Happy even tho we have our Hard Times and things get a Lil' Scrappy I can call you my Sunshine or you can be my Summer Rain, as long as we both understand that Love is Pain, When I'm in need of comfort I kno you'll be there Mos Def Helpin me to Breathe when I Lose my Breath, Time waits for nothing So i'm glad it passed My Way, I don't want to have to Miss You so thas why I Pray,that you'll never be that thought in the back of mind...Wonderin what happened to that Angel of Mine, Truth Is...

Dimensionz of Love..by:Ku

What i see, is deeper
I can see your inner most confessions
Mesmerized by ya eyes and thankful for this blessin'
I look past ya timbs and ya fitted flipped west,
Look past ya exterior and focus on tha inner best
I invision ya inner loveliness, your character & wit
and I am simply amazed by all ya cleverness
You have a beautiful mind and it doesn't go unoticed
because what i see is deeper what i see is golden
I don't know what others see but i see more dimensions and depth
Cuz i can feel things you'll feel before they're even felt
Mysteriously attracted and magnetized by ya dimensions
makes me want to learn u and sit back and listen
Your ways, ya style, tha conversation u hold
makes me feel like a miner who has just found her gold
so i dig deeper and realize going bankrupt is absurd
As long as i have all ya dimensions and trust all ya words
Inside and out, beginning and the end/ I can neva kno whas next because ya dimensionz neva end.....

Endless Love.. by Nique

It's what you want..
It's what I've dreamed of..
It's the littlest, but BIGGEST thing on my mind..
It's our Endless Love..

I sit in the mirror and stare..
What is it about me??
What is it that you see??
What makes you care..

Obviously, it's more than love..
I dream about my future..
I dream about our future..
In the end, I somehow have two..

First, it's you..
All in love with me..
And, then it's me..
Still trying to understand..

But, it must be that Endless Love..
That let's you carry on..
Let's you go on..
Making a place for me, in your heart..

I look deep within your eyes..
And, everyday.. I see a new surprise..
And, I must admit, sometimes.. I wonder why, are you with me..
I'm NOT the right key..

But, your heart says something different..
It says.. on early delivery.. I was sent..
To complete your dreams..
To understand your all means..

And, maybe it's NOT Endless Love..
But, oh my.. it's something..
Cause, I can't sleep at night..
Without you on my mind..

Something ain't right..
Cause, without you in my life.. the sun doesn't shine..
And, that's when I know things aren't fine..
Cause, we can stay strong in any fight..

It's like 3 turtle doves..
Against all odds..
Across all miles..
You still seem to find our Endless Love..

I Used To.. by Nique

I used to, NOT believe in miracles..
That was until, one came TRUE..
I used to, NOT believe in friends..
That was until, I found you..

I NEVER knew what the twinkling of the stars meant..
And, I NEVER knew.. why, even Angels are sent..
But, then it all came together..
And, I wasn't lost.. NEVER..

I used to, think.. I had no way..
That was until, you lit the day..
I used to, NOT have anything to say..
That was until, God said "pray"

Of all the things in life..
I NEVER thought you being beside me was right..
I always wondered how you put up a fight..
And, I always wondered.. how'd you find that light..

I used to cry, everyday and night..
Even after trying with ALL my might..
I used to dream..
Over millions of wonderful things, it's seemed..

Until, that one special thing..
It finally came TRUE..
After, all the things.. I had to do..
I had fianlly found you..

No more worries..
No more tears..
No more fears..
I had found the friend, that cared..

And, I was thankful.. I found you..
God, had gave me someone.. to help pull me thru..
Yea, he told me it would be hard..
He even told me he would get me far..

But, he NEVER said it would be easy..
He NEVER said it would be FREE..
But, he did say.. with that special person..
You'd be surprised.. with the things you can do!!