Freedom in My Mind....ku

Self-concious--I am
As my decisions are consumed by favor
like fire to paper
It burns inside
my mind,and sparks my opinions
Torches my ideas, Scorches my livin'
It's just the beginning & aint as
easy as poof be gone to become non-existin'
Tugs at my conscience, & taps my instinct
Makes second-guessin an option and forces a rethink
Sometimes i'm surprised by my own hesitation
Got me demanding a recount
Even though the numbers aren't tainted
Feelin like Pac thinkin all eyes on me
But in reality it all lies on me
From this day forward i propose a vow
Live life as i see fit directed by my own val--
Yous and yours, cannot map out my path
For this is a road trip for one, i might add
I got my bags packed and I can't stop yet
Freedom is in ones mind..
& I'm LOVIN' this new mind set

Ms. Ku (c) 2007

Missing Piece by Nique

Somewhere in my life there's a missing piece,
I've tried everything in my power for relief..
I've tried proving many points to replace it,
I've tried the crying thing and getting pissed..
Whether, I took the positive or negative way,
It still would hurt more and more everyday..
How it got lost, how it got taken..
Something I would never understand or know,
Something I could never correct or control..
In my heart, there's a missing part,
Never showed until the end, never in the start..
Feels like a little part, but really is half,
Whatever it is I know it is bad..
How did I get myself in such a bad situation,
How did we lose such a strong communication..
We showed and proved a great representation,
So good, so true anyone could have done an evaluation..
Now, in the end there is a missing piece,
Almost, like a missing item on a receipt..
The question is -- will it ever come back,
Will my life ever regain the lost track..
Will I have to crave, and be confused,
Will the love I want to show always be misused..
Does anyone know the answers??