Afraid of tha Feelin'..by Ku

Afraid of tha feelin to not be loved back, Taken by thought I might give 100% and recieve nuthin in return, So I hide away like a fugitive on the run, eyes darting both ways as i escape behind the shadows, i don't want to tell u i luv u or like u 4 that matter for rejection is somethin my heart can't bare, It's hard for me to open up the window sill to my soul and let u see the whole picture, I'm still in doubt when you say you need me or want me around but when my mind is in need of comfort i find myself rite bac @ one Still with my guard up i escape behind it all as if i'm afraid to smile or a tear to fall, What is this "True Luv" they talk about in fairy tales and novels or does it really exist, afraid of tha feelin to love truly and be let down in the end...so i hesitate, take pure caution, and resist to luv... how do i kno it's in tha form of the truest....but tyme is precious so like the fearful high flier i close my eyes secure my parachute and dive in this atmosphere of luv hopin that when i pull tha string u r my life line and i'm no longer afraid of the feelin no longer scared to show what i feel....U have erased my fears wiped my tears and i like tha feelin'.....