The Disturbed Lover.. by Nique

She doesn't understand what goes wrong,
She never knows where the hurt comes from,
Surely, it's hard to face the facts - it last so long..
But, she constantly chooses to run..
It is the disturbed lover in her that seems lost,
She can't fight it even if she tried,
She trys to by-pass the opinions and go on,
But, no matter what she always cried..
She felt like a child being punished,
Felt like nothing, she could have explained,
Would not have forced somewhere a complain..
She had so much to get out and say,
But, yet saying was not to easy with no way..
She was blinded through the unfortunate matter,
Seeing was believing this love disaster..
She could not weld, fix, or mend it,
It was broken in half, finally split..
But, it was only the disturbed lover in her,
Only trust, honesty, and concern - she'd prefer..
Never occuring that it may just have been herself,
Maybe, she just couldn't love good enough,
Maybe, it was because her past was rough..
But, would those past feelings get her anywhere,
Would anyone be willing "to no matter what care?"

Nique #22