Withdrawal....ku

Now this is no teary eyed, on my last cry,catch a kleenex,
wipe my eye type poem
Not a pity party for many, stomp on hearts of the exxes,
slash tires of the Lexus type poem,
No now that they're gone,
I'll rip their character to shreds,
and cut them down to half of what they used to be...
cause that just aint me
I'll just discuss, the things that live in the inner us, the inner me
I feel like i'm faced with a definite defeat
called comfort who got me thinking my name's on the seat &
I have a place for my feet and nothing will turn that opposite
But Comfort aint been so comfortable lately, I moved my feet and lost my seat
Like a life-size game of musical chairs, the music stopped, and i'm out of luck
But like words of the wiser, it ain't so hard, and each day gets better
For i am in rehab on a daily basis and gettin better every 24 hours
What's best for me doesn't always make my eyes glisten, my lip curl, and feet feel light, but it don't mean it aint right, so I'mma keep movin'
I'm in withdrawal, coming off a high that was doing nothing for me and definitley not benefiting anyone else
So there will be nights, when it calls my name
Tugs at my conscience,
And has me flat out buggin'
Trying to keep my sanity
and hold on to those last few moments of euphoria
tuck em under my pillow
slip a few in my sock
sit back and watch
cuz i'm not in control
& I'm glad i dont have to be
I've came in contact with kisses of opiates
and had hugs of hallucinagens
emotions of deppressants
enlightened by conversations of enhancements
so now what's left do
REHAB HERE I COME
as i withdraw
and i realize,
I am my biggest drug
I quit...
so may i please
have my certificate!
I have Withdrawn...

(c) 2Oo7 Ms. Ku